and then i thought i saw you
me and my wishful thinking
we thought we saw you right there
sometimes my wishful thinking
actually works
for just some time
i actually thought i saw you

you were talking to me
like it was the most natural thing
no awkward silence
no having to bite my lip
to know i'm dreaming.

my wishful thinking keeps me up at night
when you don't come home.

i'm not too sure if i should be saying this so bluntly but
you're the worst thing that could happen to my sleeping pattern.
my schedules, my logistics and my obsessive life-planning.
but somehow you just made it to my agenda.